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man oh man...
i'm not really sure what kind of girl i am, exept that im only me, and no one can change that
uhm my name is Elizabeth but some people call me betsy, depends on where you know me from i am a child of the west coast., but i live in texas now where we inhale more water here than oxygen, the air is just so thick. right now, there's storms on the horizon, but this is to be expected more recently
i am brown-eyed, skinny, five foot three and a 1/2. I EAT MEAT. I <3 GOD!!!!!All the rain really sucks for me cuz i absolutely hate thunder, its really really scary to me.
i'm a sleep talker sometimes walker, and i am extremely clumsy most of the time, i would not sleep if it was up to me, i dont want to waste time sleeping when i can go out and do something. some of the time, i find it hard to breathe. i love to learn new things about myself and the world, and the people around me. every little thing fascinates me. i ask way too many questions. knowlegde equals growth, and i enjoy utilizing that, although recently i am not doing so well in school. i read a lot more than most people, and use a lot of big words, or at least i used to a lot more. i am probably smarter than you. i know so much useless information. i like to think that i'm pretty intelligent. uuhh, i am the biggest nerd.
most of the time i don't make much sense. i want to punch every human virus on earth in the face, and then i want to hold you and cradle your face in my hands and take every bit of pain you have ever felt away from you and hold it as my own.
i am not insecure, i just see things differently than other people, and im extremely naive, but i like it that way. i seem to have a pretty warped image of myself in my head; i dont think of myself as very pretty, ive had a lot of people call me it especially this summer, but i dont really get it. sometimes i hate myself. most of the time im just content.
i love it when people write me letters.
i think flowers are beautiful, i absolutely adore them.
i obsess over my hair like all of the girls in this town obsess over their boys, and their drama.Ever since i got my most recent hair cut, whenever i wake up its like i have a big furr ball on top of my hear, its quite hilarious if i may say so. Oh and my favorite holiday is christmas, especially watching those really old christmas movies where all the people and snowman look like they are made of playdo, omg i just love christmas, it smells so good and walking into the store and seeing all the decorations everywhere, that is pure bliss
i have a handful of real friends who i am absolutely in love with. i could easily have more, i could be popular for all of the right reasons, if i cared to wear too much make up that makes you cough when you're near me, or laugh too hard at your stupid jokes, or buy my shoes a bit too big, but i don't care to do these things. i have the friends i have because they are the only ones who can handle my constant paranoia, and irrational fears. and when i start to confuse my silly thoughts with the real world, they understand and they will all be there to hold my hand and shake their heads in slight dissapointment until it goes away. and when it does, i know they will be there for that, too. so i love these people. and just as they would do for me, i would do all i could to help them.
i would love to go see the world. i want to go everywhere and meet every person alive, but that probably wont happen.
i like sunshine in unbearably cold weather, or when its warm(not humid) and it rains, i dont like it when its extremely cold and extremly windy and or rain.
i seem to offend some people when i am wacky, which doesn't bother me usuallly because im just living life,but sometimes i do go over the line, and so for that i apoligize in advance, i usually don't think before i talk. or i think so much to myself that i don't talk at all, and that can be a problem, too.
i like wearing top hats(too bad i dont own one, i just get to wear on when i find it), and going to the dollar store and putting on random cheap stuff that 3 year old wear to birthday partys. i like clothes, and colorful things and flats and converse . i am usually wearing flipflops at least when its not cold, but detest flipflops that make a flipflop noise when you walk on linoleum floors.
i drink a lot of water, i love sherly temples, and i dont drink much soda cuz its never in the house but when it is i tend to finish it .
i'm starting to realize that things are so so different now. i'm a very intersting person, but i never start a fight for no reason or am involved with fights. i'm told that i can be brutally honest sometimes, but if i dont tell you who will. i hatehatehate liars. nothing hurts my feelings more. i love people with intricate thought processes, insight, and stories to tell me.
i love the way life looks through the lens. buutt, my camera has just gone and died and that is very unfortunate.
if you dont ask for what you want
you gonna get what you deserve
Quote by Erich Fromm:
today we come across an individual who behaves like an automon who does not know or understand himself, and the only person he knows is the person that he si supposed to be, whose meaningless chatter has replaced communicative speech, whose synthetic smile had replaced genuine laughter and whose sense of dull despair has taken the place of genuine pain. Two statements may be said concerning this individual. One is that he suffers from the deffects of spontaniety and individuality which may seem to be incurable. At the same time it may be said that he does not differ essentially from the millions of the rest of us upon this earth
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